Life is a tapestry of disappointment.
I was in Osaka, visiting the aquarium. That wasn’t so bad/ It was years ago
now.
Coming Attractions- Breakfast,
Lunch, Dinner, Sleep. It always goes that way.
Some meals we take in unfamiliar environments,
with Formica tabletops and spring loaded napkin dispensers, greasy with finger-smears.
Sometimes these are good meals, we burrow into our aloneness, tunnel a silence into
background conversation and the pop music on the radio. There is a kind of
cheap melancholy that feels really nice
“Oh
I won't settle no, oh I can't settle
I wanna break the mold, I wanna break the stereotype
Fist in the air I'm not going down with out a fight
It's my life and I'm not sitting on the sidelines watching
It pass me by”
I wanna break the mold, I wanna break the stereotype
Fist in the air I'm not going down with out a fight
It's my life and I'm not sitting on the sidelines watching
It pass me by”
When the affirmation hits the
inertia and doesn’t even bounce. I was a different person then, better perhaps,
or at least, I had more time left, and correspondingly, more hope. It’s not
that I’ve compromised exactly, just that I’ve stopped expecting anything to
happen. But I do watch the sky and note the gradations of grey. Stratus Opacus.
Sun locked out.
What I’m looking for, is a reason
to carry on.
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